Push-Pull.
Do you go with your plan…the path you know and love, stabilize your emotions to live a fulfilling life full of much love or do you function at full emotional capacity and dive head first into those clouds of what you desire? If you don't will you always wonder? Why can't you have both? Who the hell knows? I know I have a lot to learn. I need to learn patience, how to open up easier, how to learn not to leave when I am hurt/angry/frustrated or at the first hint of boredom. I need to learn there are more important emotions than pride. Like compassion for those who hurt us. Or that there is fulfillment in opening up who you really are…dumping it out on a table in front of the people who matter and let them shift through your thoughts, dreams and emotions. You know all the stuff you keep under lock and key.
You light me up. Electrify me.
I function at full emotional capacity. If I think it, I do it. If I think it, I say it. If I want it, I make it happen. If it burns me, I don't learn my lesson. Ever. I just jump full steam ahead to the next thing. Dive.
Push – Pull.
Does any of this make sense to anyone else but me? God I hope not. That would just make me feel like I'm typical. Nothing worse than typical. Give me insane out of my mind passionate and erratic any single day.
love, Romy
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