that moment that can change so much. that moment right before you jump. give so much of yourself. more than you can afford to lose. you say - it will be fine. it is. better thn fine. more. more. more. push/pull. push/pull. more to lose. unintended words. undeveloped story. acquired taste for a mistake. my own mistakes. idealize. escalate. escalate.
first taste. words you said. faith in you. fingertips to lips. it's still okay. unintended words. written words cannot be erased or blown away into the wind. make a fuss about little things. spin spin collect speed. laugh till you hiccup. don't speak the words you mean, speak the ones you think you should mean. say it till you think you mean it. no one. not true. you? me. tell your plan. make me understand. whisper it in my ear. i will listen. i hear all your words. impact. familiar to me. i know you by heart. i don't know you at all. stranger. uncertain method. think too much. you say too little. i write. you know i write. i know you think. too much. i know you.
so that moment before you jump. go back to that moment. would you stop if you could? me? fuck no. jump but try to keep your eyes open this time. next time? no. time's up. but it is still okay.
love, Romy
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