Trying to keep things in perspective is a lot harder than it sounds.
I have been spending a lot of time lately doing things that I put off and/or chose to ignore. Aside from cleaning, making phone calls to find someone to come trim our 2 zillion foot tree, going through paperwork I should have already looked at and other thrilling household stuff. I have also been getting back in contact with people who truly matter to me. I suck at keeping in touch. I suck at just moving on without letting people know that I am
1) okay
2) not coming back.
I tend to fall off the face of the earth soo...I am trying to remedy that. I learned this past summer that waiting to fix things is not always a good thing or even feasible.
I spent too much time in the past five years not being true to myself or to people who love me. Thank God every single person welcomed me back with open arms. Fixing it. Working on it. Moving on from things and people that seemed so damn important to me not even a month ago.
Fixing it.
Working on it.
Moving on.
It is pretty amazing how quickly your soul rebounds when you completely shut out what ails you.
Freedom that I never thought I would be able or even want to accomplish. Yeah. It tastes damn sweet.
love, Romy

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